Premonitions Of Death

For Across these Lines I Fear to Tread

What Else will I Unearth ?

But you Know, in Truth, that Every Death

Presents a Brand New Birth.

Yet the Mistress Stalks Him, Black as Night, 

Her Growl is Barely Heard.

Her Lessons Harsh and Often Cruel

Played Out Without a Word.

20th November 2022 - Text Message From Dan

Put my record collection up for sale this afternoon.

Think I’ll be coming to Guatemala for Christmas after all! …

… I definitely am coming.  Need to work dates out.

It was three and a half weeks last Christmas, so probably something similar.

I’ll look for a house to rent once I’ve bought plane tickets.

23rd November 2022 - Text Message From Dan

Travel reservation confirmed, arriving 15th December, leaving on 12th January.

I'd best tell the boss now I suppose!

12th December 2022 - Channeling my Spirit Guides

Good, you are here.

We have been waiting for you to check in again!

We have something to tell you.

Do not be alarmed or scared.

What we have to say is somewhat shocking, but we know you can handle it …

We need to tell you that there is someone close to you that does not have long.

You may need to return to England.

It is a matter of weeks or months.

We cannot tell you who it is because you would try to change things, and this cannot be allowed to happen.

But their soul would like to talk to you. 

Are you ready ?…

I love you, I love you, I love you.

I know I never knew how to show you.

I’m so sorry.  I’m so, so sorry.

You will never know how sorry I am that I could not be who you wanted, needed or deserved.

You have always been so special to me, and it broke my heart over and over how much distance there was between us, how much anger for so long.

I don’t think either of us knew how to handle the other.

I’m so, so sorry.

I wish I could do it all again.

I wish I could have another chance, knowing what I know now.

I want you to know how proud of you I am.

You are the bravest woman I know.

You are fearless and ruthless.

You take no shit from anyone.

You have done it all on your own.

I know that must have been lonely.

I’m sorry I couldn’t help.

Part of that was because of our Soul Agreements.

You needed to be tough and strong and brave for what you are going to go through.

And you need to raise strong children.

The coming times will be hard.

This is another reason why I am leaving now.

You were right. 

You were always right.

My Ego just couldn’t face or accept Your Truth.

But my Soul knows that you have seen what is coming for a very long time.

You have gifts that I cannot understand or imagine.

But I know that hardship has been necessary to prepare you for what now lies ahead.

Be careful.  Be shrewd.  You must take care.

You and the children have a role to play in what is to come.

Things are changing fast in this crazy world.

I know you will be fine. 

You came here for this.

You signed up for The Shift, you Brave and Courageous Woman.

I see the Warrior in you, and the Healer.

I see the Mother in you, and the Fighter for Justice and for What Is Right.

You see what many others don’t.  You have always seen it.

And I want you to know that I see you. 

I see all of you.

I see and love all of you.

Even the bits that drive me crazy!

I had to constantly challenge your Sovereignty, to help you to be Defiant and Resistant, so that you would not bow down when the time came.

That time is now.

I bowed down because I made a Date with Death, timed it so that it would be most helpful to you when the time came.

The time is now.

Use your gifts, your skills, to Help and Heal, to Liberate and Free those who have come to survive this Apocalypse. 

For it is certainly that.

Do Not Mourn the Method of My Death.

It is all as it needed to be.

It was all planned in advance.

We all made Agreements for this Time.

It was planned down to the finest detail.

And it was a Choice. 

You must remember that.

It was always a Choice for a Higher Good.

I’m going to go now.

Time is ticking and soon the sand in the hourglass will run out.

Always remember that I love you.

Never ever forget it.

Thank you for all you have done to heal our Family.

I know you have worked hard at this too.

I have felt it, I have felt the shift and the change in myself.

Thank you for your gifts, your time, effort and skill.

12th December 2023 - Channelling my Luminous Ancestors

The moth was our signal to check in with us.  

Well done for seeing the sign!  

You are very good at seeing the signs.

And now is definitely the time that you must take heed of the warning and information that we wish to share.

You are One of Ours.  

Our Precious Descendant.  

Our Little Twiggy on the Family Tree!!

We know that you are Wise.  

That you have Open Eyes.  

Use them.  Don’t abuse them.

Know when to look, and when to look away.

Prepare Yourself for the Worst, Hope for and Create the Best.

Both Will Come To Pass.

But you know this already.

We are all here, cheering you on, marvelling at your Fortitude, Courage and Resilience.

Even the Great Warriors amongst us are impressed with your Courage and Actions in this Great Spiritual War.

We are a family of Warriors.  We have never run from the fight.

But we know you are making a tactical retreat at the moment, for the long-term outcome.

This is very wise and shrewd.  Many of us have done similar in similar situations.

We are Proud of your Courage and pig-headed Determination to Preserve your Liberty and Protect your Children at all costs.

This is what we like to see.

Take heed.  

Listen to your Guides.

The time is now.

Things are about to escalate in this War.

Things are about to go KABOOM!!

We will obviously be here, Helping, Guiding, Loving you from Beyond The Veils, but you know by now that you have a lot of support in the Spirit Realms, and that Everything Happens for a Reason.

Thank you for all the good healing work that you have done for our Family.

It has certainly not gone un-noticed.  

Most dedicated in fact.

We are impressed with your commitment and regular work.

And we know that you see the difference in your Children.

They are Glowing, Shining Full of Love, that we pour down through the Ancestral Lines.

You have done so well at fixing the breaks in these lines and restoring the Orders Of Love.

Ten Points and a Gold Star!!

Now we must talk about something else.  

We cannot fathom why you are so keen for a man!  

You must understand, this is not the time.  

You have heard this from elsewhere.

We know you yearn for companionship, but life is about to get very busy for you.

Leave the man for another day, or another year.

Focus on your family for now.

This is what is most important.

You have your beautiful house and land.  

Enjoy this gift.  

It is very precious.

More than you can imagine.

That is all we have to share for now.

But do not dally and delay.

You do not have long.

We also love you very much.

Christmas 2022 - The Return Of The Dan

14th December 2022 - Voice Message To Dan

Hi Dan, it’s me.

I’ve got something to ask you …

I’ve been speaking to my Mum over the last few weeks.

She’s really not well at all, and I’m getting a strong sense that she’s not going to be around for very much longer.

And I’m getting a very, very, very strong sense that I should go and see her.

So, I thought seeing as you’re coming here, and you’re going to be with the kids, that this would probably be a good opportunity, and possibly my last opportunity to go and see my Mum and be with her over Christmas.

So I wanted to know if you would be alright with that, and you can have my house if I go away, and could you look after the animals if I go and see my Mum?

I haven’t spoken to her about this yet, but I’m going to talk to her about it today and see if she wants me to come.  

She’s really not well and I don’t think she’s going to be alive for very much longer, I really don’t.

So I wanted to know if you’d be up for looking after the house and the animals while you’re looking after the children when you get here.

And if so, then I can ask her if she wants me to come and help her and be with her over Christmas while you’re here.

OK, let me know what you think about that.

15th December 2022 - 9am - Voice Message To Dan

Morning! Right, you can cancel the last message I sent to you.

I’ve spoken to my Mum and she does not consider herself to be ill enough to warrant me coming to England, so that’s not going to happen, at this stage, anyway…

… Have you arrived in the country yet?

15th December 2022 - 2.30pm - Text Message To Dan

We’re in Panajachel.  Where are you?

15th December 2022 - 2.34pm - Text Message From Dan

Just got all your messages.

Data roaming was off.

I’m on a chicken bus.

Gonna change and get a chicken bus direct to San Pedro.

Got too much stuff to faff with several buses and a boat!

I’ll probably be a couple of hours yet at least.

Loads of road works!

15th December 2022 - 2.35pm - Text Message To Dan

Ok, we’re buying shoes in Panajachel.

We’ll probably get back to San Pedro same time as you!

15th December 2022 - 3.42pm - Text Message From Dan

Wish I’d gone my usual route.

No feckin buses this way!

15th December 2022 - 4.46pm - Text Message From Dan

I’ve managed to ponce a lift!

15th December 2022 - 5.21pm - Text Message To Dan

Ha ha! You hitch-hiking Central America now?!

Where have you got to?

15th December 2022 - 5.23pm - Text Message From Dan

I’m in San Pedro.

The guy was struggling with the little busy streets, so we stopped for a drink and now I’m in a tuk-tuk.

15th December 2022 - 5.23pm - Text Message To Dan

We’ve just got on the boat in Panajachel, so will be an hour to San Pedro, across the lake.

15th December 2022 - 5.23pm - Text Message From Dan

Damn! Meet you at La Piscina?

15th December 2022 - 5.25pm - Text Message To Dan

Ok!  Or Cafe Chuasanayi is closer to your house.

Depends on if you want coffee or beer more.

15th December 2022 - 5.25pm - Text Message From Dan

Beer!

15th December 2022 - 5.25pm - Text Message To Dan

As I suspected!

I’ve got the keys for your house already.

15th December 2022 - 5.26pm - Text Message From Dan

Been travelling for 2 days with about 50 kilos of luggage!

15th December 2022 - 5.26pm - Text Message To Dan

Fair enough!

15th December 2022 - 6.30pm - A Family Reunion And The Owl

The children rushed into La Piscina, the pool, bar and restaurant that is a favourite family hang-out of ours in San Pedro.

They all jumped on Dan and immediately started excitedly telling him their news and raiding his luggage to see what treats he had brought for them this time.

A few minutes after we arrived, somebody else in the bar said

“Look!  There’s an Owl on the roof!”

We all came away from where we were sitting at the bar, to look up onto the roof terrace above, and sure enough, there was a huge Owl just casually sitting on the roof, directly above the bar.

We were all somewhat surprised to see this huge and normally elusive creature just hanging out, sitting on the terrace roof.

It stayed there for a good fifteen minutes or so, not moving at all.

It is a rare and precious sight to see an Owl.

I had seen a few back in England, and I had heard them here in Guatemala, but never seen one.

I knew they were much bigger here, as their hoot was very deep and low.

We all watched it for about 5 or 10 minutes, then continued with our happy family reunion.

It is a strong belief in many American indigenous cultures that Owl is a Messenger of Death.

One of my own close Mayan friends, has always said that Owls are a warning of impending Death.

We thought nothing of the Owl that evening, as we were happily distracted with the arrival of Dan.

But I look back on that night with the benefit of hindsight, and cannot get out of my mind that the Owl was sat directly above Dan for the whole time it was there.